Welcome to The Phases of Disruption
Awaken → Unbecome → Root → Rise & Return
The Phases of Disruption
A Four-Phase System for Waking Up, Grieving, Rebuilding, and Coming Home to Yourself
There is a particular kind of journey that cannot be skipped or rushed. It must be lived through, one sacred phase at a time. The Phases of Disruption is a complete four-book chakra shadow work series that walks you from the first crack of awareness all the way to full, embodied arrival – through deprogramming, generational healing, authentic rebuilding, and radical self-reclamation.
The timing of your arrival here is not accidental. Uranus has entered Gemini for the first time in 84 years – the great cosmic rewirer is moving through the sign of the mind, and for the next seven years the collective is being called to question everything it inherited. This is how you answer that call from the inside. Rooted in epigenetics, neuroscience, and chakra energy work, each book comes with a companion journal and is supported by one chakra companion guide woven through the entire series. These are not books you read once. They are books you return to, and they will meet you differently every single time.
Start wherever you are. Go as deep as you are ready to go.
Ajna – Deprogramming & Questioning Everything
Something has cracked open. Maybe it arrived quietly a slow, creeping sense that the beliefs and values you were handed no longer fit the woman you are becoming. Maybe it arrived loudly a moment where the life you had carefully constructed suddenly felt like someone else’s. Either way something beneath the surface has been whispering that the version of you the world has been seeing is not the whole truth.
That whisper is your Ajna speaking.
This is not a breakdown. This is an awakening of perception. And it is the first and most necessary step of everything that follows.
The rewiring has already begun. Ajna is you becoming conscious of it.
Unbecoming – Breaking Generational Cycles & Karmic Patterns
She sees clearly now. And the seeing breaks her heart open.
This is the most tender phase. The third eye has awakened and what it sees cannot be unseen – the generational cycles, the karmic patterns, the borrowed identity that was worn so long it started to feel like skin. Unbecoming is where the grief of releasing all of it is finally allowed to move through the body rather than stay buried inside it.
Saturn does not ask if you are ready. It only asks if you are willing.
The root begins to stir here not yet stable, not yet anchored, but beginning to remember what ground actually feels like beneath feet that are finally standing in truth.
This is the most necessary phase. And the most tender one.
Re-Rooting – Building Authentic Belief System, Values & Self-Worth
She has done the seeing. She has moved through the grief. Now comes the building.
Not the building she has done before, but the kind assembled from other people’s expectations, performed for approval, constructed to keep the peace. This building is different. It comes from the inside out. It is intentional, grounded, and entirely her own.
The heart knows what is true. The root anchors it in the body. The throat finally, after all of it speaks it out loud.
This is where her real voice is born. Not the voice that was shaped by what was safe or expected. The one that was always underneath it, waiting for exactly this moment.
This is where she builds herself back. This time, in her own image.
Coming Home – Embodies Truth & Radical Self Reclamation
By the time you reach Coming Home, my hope for you is that you feel like you’ve been carried through one of the toughest journeys you will ever take and right where it got the hardest, right where you were the most tested, you felt supported, guided, and genuinely loved through all of it.
Coming Home is the full arrival. The phase where everything that was questioned, grieved, and rebuilt finally lands in the body as lived truth. The lower chakras: the masculine foundation of root, sacral, and solar plexus and the feminine chakras: crown, third eye, and throat meet in the middle to integrate in the heart chakra. Personal power stops leaking. The authentic emotional body stops apologizing. The grounded, sovereign self stops waiting for permission to exist.
The heart has been present through every single phase of this work, the quiet witness to all of it, finally opens completely. Fully illuminated by your own divine love.
The Phases of Disruption: A Complete Four-Book Journey
Awaken → Unbecome → Root → Rise & Return
This is a journey that cannot be skipped or rushed. It must be lived through, one sacred phase at a time – from the noise of the outside world, all the way home to yourself.
Ajna wakes you up to the noise and chaos you’ve been living inside of. Unbecoming carries you through the grief of releasing what was never truly yours. Re-Rooting is where you plant new ground and build yourself back, in your own image. And Coming Home is the arrival – the phase where everything you questioned, grieved, and rebuilt finally lands in the body as lived truth.
You will be carried through one of the toughest journeys you will ever take. And right where it gets hardest, right where you’re most tested, you will feel supported, guided, and genuinely loved through every step of it until you arrive back in your heart space stronger, clearer, and more in love with yourself than you have ever been.
Each book comes with its own companion journal, and the full collection includes one chakra companion guide woven through the entire series walking beside you through every phase. These are not books you read once. They are books you return to, and they will meet you differently every single time.